Part.1
I am empty right now. My creativity now lays dormant. I’m being made to rest while time seems to be against me. I have not abandoned hope, but I wonder why I am regularly driven to despair before provision is sent to me. I have nothing of value and find no value in what I can attain outside of faith. Lord I know you, why do you allow the worlds continued assault on my life, Must I always be brought to the brink of death before you lift my head. you’ve given my adversary reason to think he can win by allowing this assault to continue. I feel as though I am living food to be torn apart and eaten. Vindicate me. let this world no longer sink it’s teeth in me. when will it be enough?
Part.2
Sometimes I simply write, draw or sing. I do so for my own well being and with hope that it will produce stability in my life. I am reminded of God's grace over my life in these simple moments. They allow me to refocus. My purpose can only be revealed to me through the spirit, and the spirit is within me. If it were not so, my eyes would continually search for that which my soul already knows. It is an act of faith trusting in the spirit of the Lord (The way we think about timing and life’s difficulties can render faith immobile, and suffocate hope). Sometimes though you have listened and heard correctly, it may appear that you have been lead to a dead end. Do not trust such doubt. Instead remember that you are following by choice a good and powerful word of peace and prosperity and In so doing be resolute, knowing that you would have it no other way.
Comentários